December 16, 2008

We're Home!!

We are home :)

Malasnya nak pegi keje esok.. after a week off.
How i wish i dont have to (tapi gaji nak.. bley?).

On sweater note, Arissa will start her ballet class tomorrow.. and mummy cant wait!!

December 12, 2008

figure

  • Today is our 4th Anniversary.
  • I have been sick for 7 days already.
  • I have been on medical leave for 3 days already.
  • I received a RMXXXXX being a bonus payout, today :)
  • Arissa slept in her room for 3rd night yesterday.
  • Arissa collected RM750 duit raya during last Aidifitri.
  • We will start our journey tonight and stops at 3 different town.

December 10, 2008

Farina Who?

At this moment of time, i have nothing in mind except thinking and trying to figure out who is Farina.

There were incidents that make me wanted to laugh whenever i hear the name (but not anymore).

I was at home yesterday, down with fever and very bad flu.
At about 12pm or so, while i was in the kitchen doing some laundry i heard my girl talking... and the conversations last for quite a long time.. she was laughing and shouting like she's really having a friend at home.

It was nothing unusual about her playing pretend on her own.. main masak-masak like other kids do.. only that she's on her own most of the time. But this time around i just feel like there is something not right. I keep asking her about this "Farina" and she described her as very fair and pretty, with short hair. I do provoked her sometimes to get more info about the girl, she will answer, or ignore and walk away if i sounded disbelief (irritating i guess!).

Here's scenes that made me (hubby & MIL) laugh (and scared) yesterday..

Scene 1 - Home Sweet Home
Arissa : 1. Farina, kau nak naik scooter ni tak? Cepat la... aku dah nak jalan.. cepat.. lari!lari!lari!Dah la Farina, aku parking kat sini dulu la.. (and she rest her scooter against the couch).

Scene 2 - Cheng Ho Restaurant
(me, hubby, Mil & Arissa was taking seats)
Arissa : Kesian kat Farina.. tinggal dalam car
Mummy : Kenapa dia tak ikut?
Arissa : Ye la.. tadi tu sebab daddy tutup pintu cepat sangat.. dia tak sempat
keluar.

Scene 3 - In the Car
Mummy : sha, nah dukung Farina (gave her the doll)
Arissa : Ni bukan Farina... ni baby doll.
Mummy : Abih tu, mana Farina?
Arissa : Tu.. duduk kat belakang (pointing at the 3rd row seats)
Mummy : Mummy tak nampak pun?
Arissa : Ada tu.. kat belakang.. ish.. mummy nih..
Scene 4 - At the Parking Compound
Arissa : Babai Farina.. awak duduk dalam kereta ye.. tak payah ikut naik.
Mummy : Kenapa tak bawak dia naik?
Arissa : Takpe.. dia nak duduk bawah jer dalam car.

Scene 5 - Home Sweet Home
Mummy : sha, kesian kat Farina tinggal bawah sorang2... nanti dia sejuk..
Arissa : Tak... kan dia duduk kat dalam car.
Mummy : Dalam car kan gelap.. nanti dia takut..
Arissa : Farina tak takut la mummy... dia tu kan HANTU!!
Who is Farina?
Is she is her imaginary friend?
Or is she something else?

August 14, 2008

i know

i have not write for quite some time already.
i know.

i was overloaded at work.
the same reason.
i know.

June 12, 2008

the get together

We had a small gathering last saturday... one of the reason was for a good-bye meet up, since hazziana and kids will be leaving for Abu Dhabi soon....
ironically, this was not only our first sleep-over outing, but also a get together, after about 15years or so.. hopefullly this is not the last.



my girl yang soooooooooooo baik that nite..
siap telefon polis lagi nak report orang lain nakal :P



the mommies and kids



"Pak Musang vol II"
my little girl really enjoyed the story telling sessions by teacher iza.



Iman & Icha having bubble time!

June 10, 2008

Induction Course



















This is me during a week induction course in PD Sanctuary, Port Dickson, somewhere in april.
I had great time despite "bad timing" and missed my little girl a lot.
Last but not least.. i was named as the "BEST PARTICIPANT"
.. huhuh.. sungguh terharu!

Good Bye Pedra Branca



Good bye Pedra Branca,
it's not only now that we lost you,
for they had in fact given you away long time ago..

Will we miss you?
for you don't belong to us (anymore?).

Oh, what did they try to prove?
when they fight like no one's business,
flipping the old journals like madness,
when the facts were all written so clear,
that they disowned you... a very long time ago..

Good bye Pedra Branca.
not only now that you belong to them,
for they had taken care of you for so long.

Good bye my Pedra Branca.

June 5, 2008

up and away







My mind, body, strenght, patience and brain are really tested during this 3week course.. cant wait to finish... another 1 day to go.. yayyy!!!

thou i'll definately miss our lovely Mr Lionel, the canadian QC (queen counsel) and the rest of the participants...

p/s : but girls, if i were to work with you guys again, hopefully not in the Corporate Law Reform Committee or neither in your department... noooo.. not my cup of tea!

May 13, 2008

A' Famosa International Triathlon

Bravo adik Iman!!




i will upload more pictures and story later.
those great cuppies are from bakefreshly!

Overloaded


I have tonnes of files to review;
I cant even find a space on my desk to land my arms;
and yet i received this email with the title :-

"Invitation to Attend Legislative Drafting"

I know that the SD had nominated my name, but i dont expect the course to last in 3 weeks time. What more that it'll be a full-day class on saturday. Thats so unfair. Not only to me. But to my family. To my girl especially. I had done long hours since last month. I wont be home until like 9pm.

I'm pissed off. Truely. Badly.

I really missed those days when i'm already home at 6, and even i got to work on alternate saturday, but that does not really affect anything since working saturday means long breakfast with colleagues and came 1 o'clock, i know that i will get to hold my daughter for another great day out again. sighs.

March 10, 2008

Dirty Politics

Some of my family are in politics..
My uncle contested in recent elections.

Me? im thinking about it, sometimes.
But i dont think i will get myself involved.
NO. NEVER.

There's nothing wrong with politics..
- if youre doing it with a right intention;
- for the right reasons.

but, office politics is NEVER right.
It's only a game.... for coward to play!

January 16, 2008

Lingam it is

i worked for him before..
if that is him.. that it is.

fr left : VK Lashmi, Loh & VK Lingam
*picture extracted fr Utusan Msia.

January 9, 2008

lately



i have been busy lately that few things left neglected.
my darling HP is now gone dead again.. hubby was so sweet that he bought a slim sleek motorola + prepaid card for my temporary use.. tq dear.. but i found it tooooooo technical to use... heheh.

At the moment im good at answering calls only.. and most of the time termissed most of the calls bcoz of the stupid sensitive button at the side of the body which i always "tertekan" and the mode will switch to "silent". .. that stupid button also makes me paranoid especially while im in court.

Can u imagine my HP rings at its loudest tone while i was in proceedings? and to make it worst, the learned judge convey the sweetest note to my bosS? .. and you know, prosecutor stupidity and mistakes always catch the reporter's attention.. nauzubillah..

i missed so many things too lately.. just came back and check my old number.. so many text.. amongst others, from ZZ, telling that fenriz is admitted.. "zizi dear, i know u must be very worried when he was not well, i know the feelings, the pain of having to witness your tender loved ones in pain.. Alhamdulillah that he is OK now..... hopefully he's already kicking his rock and roll feet by now!

Oh ya, as for my lil' angel, we had a club training last nite.. for the first time. It wasnt the real club.. something like a club.. and she's doing good with it.. hahah.. siap ada closing style letak bawah ketiak OK... personally, i think she's picking up really fast.. i show her the ketiak style nite before i bought the so called "club" and she repeat the act last nite. and now im looking for the Ecaterina Szabo + Mary Lou Retton.. Olympic 1980's act.. if there's a CD on it.. thatd be a grrreeaaattt training aid!!




p/s Selamat Tahun Baru semua.. dont forget to recite our Doa Akhir dan Awal tahun!!