today

I received an email from Fariza today. leaving her contact number. i know that it must be something "big" happening that long lost good friend is looking for you. i called her immediately. she said that she has been looking for me.. it was my fault that i didnt inform her of my new number..NO, i thot she has it. I used to have 2 numbers, one are meant for business and nother one for friends but the other handphone gone, so did the number. she told me that she called my previous office to track me and somebody gave her my email.

what a great news that she is already engaged and her wedding is schedule to be on 18/12/2004. WO! it's funny that we "the hu ha hu ha" girls are left far behind... org lain dah sibuk dukung anak... kitorang baru sibuk nak getting engage.. when we were "younger".. kat kolej dulu, we always have someone to date to on weekends.. hihihi.... especially fiza.. slalu buat cite industan kat tasik shah alam...

Fariza or Fiza was my coursemate at Law School. We were also a roomate for one semester (or more?). I had great time with her. i wont forget those long nights.. trying to understand torts, or confusing ourselves with Sinnadurai's ... not to mention Prof Darby's marxism ape ke benda entah..eheheh..

when it comes to makan.. we never missed the free dewan makan food... what with our over packed sahur ration.. midnite maggie meeting...even during exam week, time orang lain takde selera nak makan fiza and i would be the first to be in dining hall for breakfast... especially kalau pagi2 dah ada bau nasik lemak... oh my god.. rindunya nak balik DELIMA
...only if i could turn back time

what a life..

7.15 a.m
Acik!! bangun!! she shouted at me as usual.
and i yawned...... wargh!!!!!!!! hujan nie.. taknak pegi keje la... but i grabbed my towel, mandi and ready to go at 7.40.
i hate the facts that i have to drive in the morning, and the facts that its raining and im heading to the office and traffics are so unbearable. I hate everything about the road (MRR2 in particular), the fellow road users (those big trucks sucks!)
i must get rid of all this mess. God help me.. but aku baru je join this company last month, 7.6.2004 to be exact. should i leave? the place is good, the pay is also good.. but not the job.. dunno what im doin here.. advising? drafting agreements? errkk... what a life...

...of leaving

Hari ni aku dah start ambik cuti.
Aku ada 6 hari cuti nak dihabiskan since im leaving..
Oh my God.. im so sad! im so sad!
so goin the office for the last time.

I finally reached office at 4.00p.m.
kemas2 brg & heard my boss shouted all of us to gather in the
interrogation room. We gonna have makan-makan.

well, what to say.. this is the most hated decision i've ever made.
i love my job here, my colleagues, my staff and the best of all is the boss. i have never worked in a place where staff are not gossiping, criticising, condemning the boss but here in Prosecution/Litigation Division of EPF Legal Department.
Tapi apa nak buat.. decision made..

i was still okay when he started his speech.. being sad of losing such a hardworking staff like me (ye ke Encik naim? ehehhe..) but when he started thanking me for being the football team asst manager, and apologizing for failing to get the permanent post for me (and the other 3 of us!), i cant hold my tears back anymore..

when it was turn to say a wor or two.. i barely can speak.
i was crying.... sedih bukan kepalang.. why should i cry? im leaving for a good cause. i was offered a good job with 50% salary increment. the offer was brilliant, none of my friends at uni are now receiving such a whopping pay.. but sometimes money cant buy you happiness..

i know that i will miss the hectic schedule here,those bundles and submissions blues, and i would especially miss those shouting and arguing with the errant employers...

im again would like to thank my former boss en naim, my collegue, ijan, jue, naila, pn nora, my assistant khairul and all staffs at legal department for the sweet memories.